I recall the first time I saw you
It was in the library when you talk with my friend
Back then we didn't talk at all
After 3 years then I finally able to talk to you
Our first interaction was a place I never thought of
Man, you were so tall and I remember
How much we laugh together
Despite it was our first met
You were so funny
And we became friends since then
After I moved away
My first two weeks to a month was hard
I was adapting to work while finishing other priority
I manage to juggle, thanks to you
Little did I knew that your help during the hardest time of my new life was like a light
When you talk to me, you really listen
I found it strange actually, cause I never found a guy who would listen to my stories
And you shared yours without hesitant too
Those talks and help change my perception of you
From the admiration and thankful feeling as a friend
Turn into something more personal and delicate
I have been thinking about you for that past month
In a way that I was nervous, excited, kind of scared that you'd think I was weird
Yes, those mix feelings were the result because I liked you
This is my first time confessing to someone I have crush on
I like you
But, I don't want to burden you with this feeling
As a 'Feeling' person, I don't like filling up my feelings and keep it to myself
I'm sorry if this bothers you
From now on, I just want to say thank you for your presence back then
I know it's too bothersome to say these things
But I don't want to make it uneasy for me anymore
With this information
My biggest hope is not to feel awkward if we encounter next time
For some it'll be hard for them not to
So with all of this confession
I'm letting you go
Thanks for everything
