Hi, whoever reads this.
Whom I have hurt before
Never in my life, I did it intentionally
I never deep down from my heart wanted to treat you like that
So sorry that it was an accident
Not saying this because I am looking for reasons
But it just happened the way it was
I'm sorry that I've been ignorant
So sorry because I'm an over-thinking type of person
That it hurts me if I care too much
I decided to learn to let go somethings
To bury deep down my feelings
In order to be strong and look tough
So that I'm ready for any obstacle I'll face
My life isn't perfect
I am not as happy and having a smooth life as what you've seen
I'm just too good at hiding my problems, just like everybody else
People don't get it and just talk behind me or even call me out
But I stay silent, not because that's what I am
And you've hurt indirectly
I want you to know
There are better people and things in life ahead for you
You just need to wait and look for them
But don't force yourself to choose me
Sorry, I think I don't deserve to be the one
Don't apologize to me
I am sorry
